Fat PIGzz

hw to describe my big and shaking belly??
erm...
yes...WATERMELON..my tummy has upgraded to this level dy..
have been pigging for 7weeks..eat sleep eat...finally today first day of new sem, my trousers nearly stuck at my butt when im trying to pull it up.

wat the.....i noe im getting fatter but i nvr expect myself to hav such HUGE watermelon wf me nw..i choose my biggest size trousers and shirt to wear today..haha.

again...the one who meet me today, wil say..."Alex, u r fatter nw..ur face is rounder now."
yes...im Doreamon now...round and cute le ,rite??haha...can 滚来滚去 (roll here and there).is good oso..i dun nid use much energy to move nw..rolling is faster than walking dy..

haih...duno when can i bak to normal weight again...slowly la...

New semester starts

wow...have been enjoying for 7weeks long break..pigging for this 7 weeks oso..today, bak to the real life again...bak to IMU...

tis sem is a research semester..there is no more exam for me..in other words, it shud b
no more stress again..
no more burning midnight oil..
not more scratching my head till i got alopecia..
not more white hairs growing out..
no more insomnia..
no more study under stress..

but all these are just assumptions-just MAYBE.

there are proposal preparation, proposal presentation, lab work, thesis writing and presentation for this sem..

anyhow, again and again..i will dun k. PLAY is stil my main motto of life..
fooling aroung wf frens
hanging out wf frens
jz wanna enjoy my uni life till fullness.

GOOD LUCK ALEX...
hope u can go thru sem 7..haha..

New sem is going to start soon........

Haih...mix feeling...

When i jz bak to hometown, i feel very boring..i blogged abt my siennezz...

A month later, the class is going to start soon..i dun feel like going bak..

I have been used to the PIG life here..being laziness, siennezz..

Haih...i nid to accept la...enjoy the remaining holiday to fullness...

Kuching Trip - (12/6-16/6)

I was too sien at home. Spontaneously, sth cum to my mind..Kuching.I was following my cousin to Kuching by car..She drove. Together wf us r one of her fren and one of my nephew. 1145am of 12/6, v started our journey. It tooks 6 hrs drive to reach.

Immediately i reached my cousin, my little cousin, Alan brought me out to meet his friends-Bernard,Wei Qiang and my cousin's gf. V decide to watch movie *Hanah Montana*. I was very hungry. We went to McD b4 movie. The movie is nice. Miley Cyrus sings alot. Stunning for me..I feel tat i fall in love to her songs. After tat, v went to Top Spot Food Court which is located on top of a multifloor carpark.

Day2, V woke up early at 7am. After breakfast at Si Chung Chung Coffee shop (Kuching nicest Teh Ice), Bernard drove us to Bako. Bernard cant follow coz he nid to study. After gathered the information at the counter, v r informed tat a boat wf number of 6-9 wil be cheaper. V r oni 3. So i decided to stand at the counter to ask if anyone wanna follow us. God bless.A family followed us. V rent a boat. After Bargaining wf the baotman, v get the cheapest price. (cannot tel the Bako Management oooo). It is too big there. V do not plan to stay overnitew there. So, i decided not to hike but ride on the boat to the view points.

After the trip, i get serious sunburnt..but i like it..i can get tanned..hahaha..crazy is it???

Bako Entrance when the boat jz arrived

Bako Headquarter

Tanjung Pandan Kecil ( Face rock)

狮子口


i think it at least 50meters high





Pulau Lakei

Day3, a boring day..cousin went to the farm..i dun wan follow..pigging whole day at home..luckily at nite, Wei qiang, Bernard, Alan, his gf n me go a Philipino Cafe..Eat Phillipine Pig leg...hahaha..amazing le..i oso ordered a Pork Burger wf cheese and eggs as add-on.Not bad. After tat, Susan finds me. Her fren-Yin drove a Celica cum..Shock me..V went to a park to walk then to Bing Coffee Cafe..Its concept is same as Starbuck..but this shop is 100% Made in Kuching.

Day 4, not many activities..jz following cousin go few shopping mall in Kuching. Susan following.haha..but is tiring day for me..shopping reli much more tiring than hiking.

Day 5, balik luuuu..I took express boat bak sibu..have sunbathing at the top of the boat in the south china sea..not bad oso.

Everything cum to a full stop...thanks a lot to my cousins, wei qiang, bernard...

Sien-nezzzz

Bak home for 10 days already...i think i use to the PIG life..sleep early at 10pm n wake up at 7am. food is ready served. the oni thing tat i nid to do is jz moved to the plc whr the food is n open my mouth to eat.

This week i hav my hospital attachment at Sibu Hospital with 2 pretty gals- Winnie and Susan.

Again one word to describe. Sienzz.. Free aircon, free talk, free sample, free food. these r the ones i think i get benefits from.hahaha... But actually is not tat bad. V owes ask the Penolong Pharmasi got anything v can help.. V packed med, read label, help to fill med. One thing interesting, i have learn to run the TDM machine. Yeah.. is nice.. tat old machine (can be antique in the museum lo) produces lots of sound but it stil can does its job..stil not bad ma..

Attended few talks, presentation of case studies..learnt a lot from there..reli hope can attend more..

The thing i do the most in the attachment is chit chat wf winnie n susan. V tok nonstop. watever oso v can tok. sumtime even no topic to continue. v try to squeeze anything to tok. reli funny..

Hope v can continue enjoying. but my sien-nezz stil wf me..bak home..first thing i do is on my laptop..at least i feel there is sth wf me..haih...WHY?? WHY?? my life like tat....

Move on

The more I know, the easier for me to let go. Yea..this applies to me. I owes tel myself i have to move on, but the progress is slow. However, everytime once i know sth more, i wil pain n sad a while but after that i can move further more.

Last nite i out wf my old fren studying in UMS. I admit i reli wan to ask them more abt her thing over there. I keep reminding myself i cannot do so. I need to move on. I make it. We dun touch that topic at all. I tot it reli over.

Today i get to know sth again. Again it is hurt n pain again. I cant escape from knowing it. I found that, althought the things that i heard are hurt, i dun hav strong feeling again. Is this the sign that tat i hav let go? Erm..mayb. I hope so.

During the time i get those news, a song appears in my mind. '我爱的人'

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她 真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人 不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人
她真幸福 幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨 她的爱怎么那么深

This song totally suits me.

However, its time for me to continue to move on.

Ron tel me tat i shud not get the new one just to forget the old one. Is unfair. People wil hate me.
I agree. I wil let everything go soon. I wil be myself again. Nth is impossible. This is life.

So what...I CAN DO it. Yeeaaah!!

Emptiness

The moment reach Sibu, i feel reli empty. reli down.

I miss the trip a lot.
I miss my friends a lot.
I miss the laughter.
I miss the joy.
I miss the pain and gain that v went thru.
I miss every moment of the trip.

It takes time for me to recover.