又怎样呢？

赶考完一张难的试卷，又怎样呢？明天还得面对另一张。
心情低落，又怎样呢？还是要睡觉。
没胃口，又怎样呢？还是有饥饿难耐的时候。
重压力，又怎样呢？还是得面对。
伤心，又怎样呢？还是得强忍。
失眠，又怎样呢？还是得逼自己睡。
天热，又怎样呢？还是得对着它苦笑。

还有

失去她，又怎样呢？还是得过日子。

怎么办？

这时候，大家应该是在做最后的冲刺。而我呢？？我也是吧！

但，心情却是复杂的。分分钟钟，我不停的告诉自己，要考试了，我应该没有时间去想。我还是控制不了，脑海里不停的出现我和她的画面。

无助的我，向天呐喊也不是，低头哭泣也不是。

希望胆小（有位朋友-美人说我胆小，不敢面对现实）的我可以再坚强一点，钢硬一点，勇敢一点，潇洒一点，踏出这一步。

另一个朋友-Chocey说过要看到真实的我。一个可以真的从内心发笑出来的我。我可以吗？我也希望我可以。

将一切交托给主。他会为我预备一切。

我的眼泪也可以笑吗？

我希望我也可以做到这点。
从眼泪笑了这首歌，看到了一些，学到了一些，懂了一些。
他的歌词是：

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

一切成了定局！！！

当你知道了，又能怎样呢？一切成了定局。

虽然心痛（真的非常的痛），我也只能默默地接受。

不懂我还可以忍多久，我怕我将要崩溃！

祝福她

蜕变

反复的看Susan Boyle 在Britains Got Talent 2009 那惊天地的表演。。。

无数次的看，就有无数次的感动。眼泪不听使唤的落下。这就是有感而发。从心里涌出来。

Susan Boyle 为这世界带来了一片曙光。她那天使般的声音，那股天真的气质，深深地吸引着我。

神创造了世界，也赐下了最美好的给他儿女。
感慨人间充满着一切美好的恩赐，只等待在某时把它挖掘出来， 让世人一起分享。你我也一样。把我们最隐秘的绝世功力好好的发挥出来。天生我才必有用。。。。。。。。。。

一起分享：
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

Girl and Guy

Today I talked to one of my close friend. We discussed abt her thinking and also my thinking as well. We argued for long time.

Why guy owes so rush in doing thing? Why guy cannot wait for gal as guy should know tat gals owes slow and like to tok? Why guys owes give so many excuses to defend for themselves? I was like…bombarded by so many Q, I started my “typical guy” pattern (said by my friend), trying to argue for guys. Bcoz I feel that, guys have their own right also.

During arguing, I cum out wf a issue tat, no matter wat, there is no right and wrong between gal and guy. It depends on hw both gal and guy to tolerant to each other. Personally, I feel tat tolerance is a very wide knowledge for us to learn. As a close fren, v oso need to tolerant and try to accept ur best fren’s weakness. Tis is called 接受，包容.From a quote “"tolerance is not just agreeing with one another or remaining indifferent in the face of injustice, but rather showing respect for the essential humanity in every person."

Coming to next topic, PRIDE..wat is pride? Pride is an admission of weakness; it secretly fears all competition and dreads all rivals. Is it right?? Pride is a personal commitment. It is an attitude which separates excellence from mediocrity. Correct?? Again it is related to guy and gal. my fren said that, gal wil try to have higher pride when together wif guy. The reason should be she dun wan lose to the guy and let the guy bullies her.Ya.i personally agreed that. Acceptable pride (although we duno hw to measure pride) is needed for self improvement.

I was questioned for my over expressed pride..of coz again, I defend for myself again. But actually I realized this issue long time ago, I even self-reflecting myself regarding this issue..im trying to change and improve some of my weaknesses.

At the end of the conversation, I was touched and very happy. I thanked my tat fren a lot. Bcoz tat fren pointed out my weakness which I have been asking tat fren for so many times to tel me that..today I get it. In this world, no one is perfect. Everyone will make mistake. But that person wil not know his/her own mistake or problem until other points it out. V should owes learn from the mistake v made.

Finally, I jz wan to thank my tat fren again..thanks a lot..

第一次

读了许多朋友的 BLOGs，突然有一个想法。为什么我不自己也有一个属于我个人的 BLOG呢？终于决定在这时候（应该是眉头苦读的时候），抽出我偷懒的时间来献出我的第一次。第一次永远是最单纯的，天真的。我希望可以持之以恒，希望我的BLOG可以继续维持下去，希望我的第一次也是一个好的开始。

其实我想拥有一个BLOG 可以把我的想法，个人的日记，朋友间有意义的回忆，活动，一一的抒写出来。

不知如何继续下去，精彩的内容会陆续的出现。 我的第一次就像一个初生的小婴孩，希望它可以茁壮的成长。