Be Strong

Have been sick for few days.. Fever is on and off..Malaise..Weak.. but i stil try to be tough..dun wan to show to ppl tat im very sick. i dun wan ppl concern alot.

Although sick, stil nid to go to lab to wash seaweeds everyday. Reli a tiring work for me. Ya..again, im active n talkative there trying to 4gt my suffer and bodyache. Dun wan to show to my lab partners tat im not feeling. but im reli tired after lab. totally exhausted.

Being hapi, crazy, and talkative in lab wf frens..but who am i when im alone at home?

i dun talk.
im dw.
im stress.
im struggling.

Lots of things to think, consider adn decide. But thinking of it is a must go road for me in my life.i nid to face it.i stil nid to make a decision for it. No way to escape again. wat can i do? im reli undecided. I nid God to tel me. i nid God to lead me. i nid God to hint me.

I jz wan to be strong enuff to face it.to handle it...

Hope i can do it.