Things come and go fast

Without any expectation, things reli change alot recently. But here cum to final solution. I admit that at first, i was too rush in choosing. The sudden changes reli influence alot (which i reli nvr noe the effect is so huge).But nw thing change bak again. Is another shocking thing to my frens again.

I duno hw my fren wil look at us. Feel v r very immature, irresponsible.
But v strongly believe tat wat v made is right. I dun mind hw other look at me. They dun understand us. I dun mind.
True fren will owes around wf us as they noe wat v hav made is right.

From this incident, i reli c alot of thing. can c my frens around. i noe wat they think, wat they do. Get to noe more and understand more. This is life. Life makes ppl change. Ppl learn from the change. Yea..I wan to be tat ppl and i noe I am.

Im very glad tat my frens fully support me. Support my decision.Im reli happy. Everything wil go to b smooth. Everything will go b expected. I jz hope i wil cum to the next happy checkpoint like wat my fren say.

Be Strong

Have been sick for few days.. Fever is on and off..Malaise..Weak.. but i stil try to be tough..dun wan to show to ppl tat im very sick. i dun wan ppl concern alot.

Although sick, stil nid to go to lab to wash seaweeds everyday. Reli a tiring work for me. Ya..again, im active n talkative there trying to 4gt my suffer and bodyache. Dun wan to show to my lab partners tat im not feeling. but im reli tired after lab. totally exhausted.

Being hapi, crazy, and talkative in lab wf frens..but who am i when im alone at home?

i dun talk.
im dw.
im stress.
im struggling.

Lots of things to think, consider adn decide. But thinking of it is a must go road for me in my life.i nid to face it.i stil nid to make a decision for it. No way to escape again. wat can i do? im reli undecided. I nid God to tel me. i nid God to lead me. i nid God to hint me.

I jz wan to be strong enuff to face it.to handle it...

Hope i can do it.

爱真的很简单?

不知多久了
没听到这首歌
爱很简单

刚才突然听到
感到畏惧
不知为何

过去的一切又浮现出来
我思考了一个问题
就是
爱真的很简单?

我得不到答案
心情低落
其实这问题围绕着我好久

看开一点,
我可以的,
我还不想有,
我还好.....

这都是我用来逃避所说的话
希望有一天,有人可以为我解答.....

此刻的心情写照

原本是非常的开心.我已好久没有这感觉了.
但是现在它又回来了.
我不知是什么原因.
每当它重现,真的好辛苦.

我可以做什么呢?

躲在房里?
听伤心的歌?
避开人?
沉思?
发呆?

是的.
以上的全部
都是我会做的

刚看完曼联的球赛
原本应该是兴奋,开心的
我丝毫没有半点这感觉
为什么??

明天我和一群朋友去Seremban 和 Pork Dickson
可能我可以再次找到我的开心果
也可能我会失去所剩下的

陈奕裳..
振作吧!!!

No idea to it lah..

Sem 7 is a research semester. Research needs a proposal. YES.. We need to finish our proposal in 3 weeks time.

How to write a proposal? *Scratching Head*..i reli hav no idea. Basically, a proposal includes introduction, literature review objective, hypothesis and methology.

However, recently i am addicted to Facebook games - Typing Maniac, Pixel Ranger, Biotronic, Restaurant City..everyone is busy playing them. Aim to beat each others record. i end up no time n no mood to write my proposal.

Everyone has started to write so i nid to force myself to concentrate today. i duno hw much i can squeeze them out. Jz let it la..simply do let my supervisor correct it. (may totally get rejected).haha

Fat PIGzz

hw to describe my big and shaking belly??
erm...
yes...WATERMELON..my tummy has upgraded to this level dy..
have been pigging for 7weeks..eat sleep eat...finally today first day of new sem, my trousers nearly stuck at my butt when im trying to pull it up.

wat the.....i noe im getting fatter but i nvr expect myself to hav such HUGE watermelon wf me nw..i choose my biggest size trousers and shirt to wear today..haha.

again...the one who meet me today, wil say..."Alex, u r fatter nw..ur face is rounder now."
yes...im Doreamon now...round and cute le ,rite??haha...can 滚来滚去 (roll here and there).is good oso..i dun nid use much energy to move nw..rolling is faster than walking dy..

haih...duno when can i bak to normal weight again...slowly la...

New semester starts

wow...have been enjoying for 7weeks long break..pigging for this 7 weeks oso..today, bak to the real life again...bak to IMU...

tis sem is a research semester..there is no more exam for me..in other words, it shud b
no more stress again..
no more burning midnight oil..
not more scratching my head till i got alopecia..
not more white hairs growing out..
no more insomnia..
no more study under stress..

but all these are just assumptions-just MAYBE.

there are proposal preparation, proposal presentation, lab work, thesis writing and presentation for this sem..

anyhow, again and again..i will dun k. PLAY is stil my main motto of life..
fooling aroung wf frens
hanging out wf frens
jz wanna enjoy my uni life till fullness.

GOOD LUCK ALEX...
hope u can go thru sem 7..haha..